Today i went for a gathering with the care group members of tpjc. we went to a friend of siqi's house and we had a worship session. it was an eye openner. seriously, it was kinda scary and it freaked me out when they spoke in some language which was quit frightening. likely siqi was there to tell me wad was going on and she managed to comfort me some what..i felt better but i was overwhelmed. seriously..i was totally shocked by the experience.
we went to tampines mart's mac and kim, the 'leader' or dunno wad spoke to me privately and she told me about christianity and stuff. i really do not know wad to say right now cos i am totally confused and honestly speaking, i dunno why i feel this way, but i feel like crying right now, and i do not noe for wad reason...i just want to cry my heart out in bed..i also dunno for wad. i am really confused and scared on the inside...is it that something about tis religion thing that has got me all messed up? or was it that the information i got from kim was just too much..i really dont noe..i just wanna cry and let out evrything inside............