today, we went to northland sec for a little friendly with their hockey team. and as expected, we lost i wont even bother typing out the scores. the shitty thing is, only 9 of us were present. this kind of attitude from the team really upsets me. theres no team spirit wad so ever..thats why we can never get anything out of the hockey team. i really feel damn low...to the point that i dont even feel like going for our under-21 game on sunday..of course i will go, but the mood really just isnt there. which really affects my performance really. well to be honest, i havent been my best for the past 2 games. i guess its bcos there really isnt much to make me feel pumped up. i really dont wish to say this, but i feel that we are actually even worse than the girls team. maybe not in terms of game play, but our attitude towards the game. they only have abt 13-14 players on their team compared to our 22-23 players on the boys team, but each and everyone of them would come for training and matches. wad abt us?? not even half. what is this man...what is this??!!