Today im feeling like crap..feel like everything is falling apart..im down with a bad sore throat today, i didnt go to school, missed the match of the season featuring Manchester United in the Champions League Finals in Moscow..and im totally lost in love. Im gonna have my first SA in JC tmr..would u believe?..Econs..im so gonna fail so badly...and the best part is that nothing goes in my head. Hahaha!! its so ironic how things can be actually. I always dreamed of getting into a JC when i was in secondary school but now almost everyday im thinking of quiting. Im not myself at all these few days..infact i havent actually been able to do what i liked for a long time. I so wished to be with my sec school friends sometimes..wish i can just pick up a soccer ball and go on a rampage. Not able to anymore these days..havent done that in a while now. So far the only thing i have been able to succeed in doing is screwing up and drowning in self pity...life sucks...