today i had two papers. H1 chinese and H2 chemistry. chinese was 3hrs long and it totally drained me out especially since i did not get a goodnights sleep the night b4, cos i had fever as well as constant headache. DAMN!!! well i really didnt want to go to school today but i had to do the papers although they were killer papers.
while i was doing the chinese paper 2, i was nodding off every now and then..haha i was seriously tired. then i forced myself to do some revision b4 the chem paper. the chem paper wasnt really dat difficult actually. if only i had done proper revision, i would have been able to do the paper properly. nvrm..this will be a lesson to me. i will try my vry best for the next major exam. which is vry impt cos its the promos alrdy..theres no crying ovr spilt milk now, so i will just try my best for the final 2 papers, H2 bio, which is tmr and H2 maths on thursday.
Sigh...enuff abt papers and exams alrdy, well i have been busy these few days and nvr really thot abt her. although i still chat with her sometimes, i really dunno if i should tell her how i really feel abt her and ask for a second chance. she has problems and although i really want to be there for her all share her sorrows, i think im more of an extra burden for her...and i think she has sights for someone else alrdy, although i may be wrong but yeah, im just this pathetic. always the loser in life's challenges...sometimes its just really unfair...