well another day has come and seriously its been the same as before. im bored, lonely and im missing her again. like damn..whats wrong with me. its like i cant ever seem to forget about her. she hasnt talked to me for almost a month. have been ignored for that long too. its like so weird. we were fine then suddenly she started ignoring me. i really want to know what i did to deserve this man...its just so unfair. can someone tell me whats wrong please... im so sick of this failure and i want to feel loved... sigh....
well on the brightside, the guys in our class including myself have grown alot closer these few weeks and months. especially this period of time after the promotional exams. the thing or rather, the game that has brought us close together was WOW(World Of Warcraft)lol!!!. we have been playing together for hours for the past few days and it has been fun. irritating at times due to some lagging as well as some miscommunications, but in the end, everything worked out fine and we are really really getting to know each other better, which is a good thing. hopefully this can continue cos the feeling of being this close to each other is great. really enjoy the guys company, all the laughter and fun. thanks guys!!! you guys are the best. Ignatius, Justin, Reza, Ben and Mark.. =]