okay well yesterday was the official first day of school but it really didnt feel like i have been on a holiday or away from school at all. the reason being that i have gone back to school almost everyday for hockey training in the holidays. oh wells. had a couple of topical tests already and well..haha didnt study for them cos so busy with hockey..and well also being too busy lying around..haha. but after this week of tests, i will be focusing on my studies cos A lvls really is no joke. seriously...
another thing on my agenda is that, in exactly 9 days, i will be a full pledged 18year old. well being 18 opens up many doors in life i suppose and im both excited and afraid abt it at the same time. excited as i will now be treated as a young adult but worried that i will not be able to take the pressures in life.
the sad thing abt this yr's bday is that it falls on a freaking school day. just before chinese new year, unlike for the past few years where my bday either falls on CNY itself like 2 years ago, or its still holiday like last year when i was still waiting for my my O lvl results. DAMN!!! so sian... LOL!!
but in due of being my 18th bday, i really want to celebrate it with my family( hopefully they intend to celebrate, haha cos i have not celebrated my bday for years..)
but i really wanna specially thank my mom for bringing me up and out to this world. i also actually wanna spend it with 'her', but i dont think it will be possible though. haha dunno how to ask. oh wells ><