headache after headache...it just gets worse and worse. damn, feel so pressurised. feeling damn sian too. so many things awaits to be done and im still lagging off. lonely and tired and at times zombie-like. luck really hasnt been on my side these few days. even the rare cards dat i get through boosters are crap rares. man...not a good sign. SIGH.....
(sometimes i wish you would just talk to me, i really dont noe wad i have done wrong to make u treat me like this. im bleeding everyday...and im very very tired...i try to forget about you but i can only hold out for so long...sometimes i ask myself if its worth it, sometimes i find the answer, but sometimes im reduced to tears...help me...)